Today went out to slack with Junming and Sherman at safra after school. Then zhongxian and wen bing came to eat lunch with us. after that went to northpoint to find quek and the rest. thought joanne was there, and hence thought twice before going. Then finally decided to just go to GV to have a peek at who's there, but eventually, went there. joanne wasn't there, nigel had just left, so it was hwee chi, peiying, zul, quek, sam, fir and junming there. i'm willing to say that that was like the most well spent time there, as i explained my side of the cold war to them, that it was both of our faults, and that i admitted that i was wrong, and had to talk to her. at first hweechi was like super angry, as she misinterpreted my sms to jeremy asking if joanne was with them. she misinterpreted it as me asking where joanne was. haha. lol. all is forgiven. then when i reached there, they all asked me a number of questions, so yeah, i quoted examples, countless number of anologies, and changed their points of view. and they're like gonna talk to joanne tomorrow. Sorry joanne, if you felt that what i'd did was wrong. but to be honest, you'd lied. you'd lied to your best friends. sorry i had to expose you. you can tell them whatever you want, and deny all you can, but at least they still see my point of view, even if they still wanna side you, there isn't much i can do. But in this case, which most likely isn't gonna happen, i'm still open if you wanna come back to me. i've got no objections. really. is it worth it to keep crying over nigel? not to be rude or angry, but you want a happy relationship right? not one which has tears shed in it.

But its up to you to think, joanne. i can't force you. i love you the way you are. i love you even if you don't shed tears for me, i love you because you're joanne, and i love you in every single way. its the joanne i still love, but its the deed that i've lost hope in. sorry. think about it.

-night. :)