Today was like interesting, as i was at home for the whole morning, suddenly Erwin asked me go out study, while he waited for someone else. haha. suddenly studied there, but never study at home. interesting uh??? then went out with nic, erwin, mii wei and this rei hao guy to go buy his presents for his mum, sis and younger sis. boring...

i'm trying to have a normal post, but today, this thing kept coming onto my mind- what would joanne be doing now. then a lot of thoughts came in as well. like, she'd be reading now, she'd be watching telly, she'd be out with her clique, she'll be out with nigel, she'll be out with sonia, she'll be out with diana. there was like a 101 other things that came into my mind, but yeah, i still keep thinking of her almost every minute. haha. this is like the first time in my whole fucking life that i've missed a girl so much. and yet, i thought i'd gotten over her already. maybe i was wrong maybe she wasn't worth getting over. someday, maybe. but the thing that hurt me the most- you told everyone that you had never liked me before, when you were the one that asked me if it was obvious if you kind of liked me. i still have that message in my phone, and will be willing to show you that message anytime to make you remember what you'd said. not to be rude, but mean what you say, joanne. :) but if your job is to forget our times, the awkward moments, then okay, tell me, and i'll help you to forget them i still have our small little packet of messages that i'd kept until now. that's a real sign of how much i love you still, joanne. you can live without me, but i can't do the same without you. sorry.

-love you.