Dear Joanne,

I just wanna say I'm sorry, alright? i didn't mean to ask you that question to make you feel awkward or anything. i just wanted to ask you if you felt that you were right, that's all. i know you don't love me anymore, and you know that i still love you. i also know you don't wanna give me any false hope or whatsoever kind of tip off to make me think that you like me. you're still the best , Joanne, and that's what i really feel. I still love you a lot, and hope that you will come back to like me again some day. i still can't let go of the thought of you now. even small little things remind me of you, like certain songs, or certain words. I still remembered that first date after cats. it was your birthday, and we went to orchard. we walked around, went to borders, went to takashimaya, and just talked. it felt damn nice, like the happiest moment in my life. Then i bought that chocolate for you. remember? then i accompanied you to woodlands, because your mother was picking you up from there. it felt nice to have a first date with a girl like you, and yeah, it was fun. but i'm sorry if it wasn't for you. i wish that we could still go on another date some day. see? i keep thinking of you with every samll little thing. I still love you a lot, genuinely. And i also wanna apologise for being so harsh that day by telling you off. i'm sorry for that. and also, sorry for asking you that question yesterday. it was my fault, and i shouldn't have made you feel awkward. i hope you'll message me. i'm damn restless, even while typing this letter to you. still sorry for what i've done, its almost the third month i've known you. a lot has happened, and i hope our friendship could be a special one, or even more than friends. But joanne, i respect your decision no matter what. if you wanna stay just friends, i'm cool with it too. :)

Love, Amos